It is what it is.

It’s still hard getting used to something i didn’t want to do. But there’s really nothing else I can do about it now.

The past few months have been so problematic for me….

That I haven’t even had the time to write about it. Because I’ve been so emotionally drained from it all. Exhausted and still getting over everything that has happened. What’s done is done and I can’t really do much about it now - this is all going to come out as a shitty description because this post is long overdue? …

So things didn’t work out.
Each person made their choice.
We’re doing our own things.
Things were kind of rushed.
There were a lot of “too-soon”s this summer.

I think that’s it….
I don’t owe anyone an explanation, honestly I’m so tired.
I’m tired, I’m tired, I’m tired - and knowing that is the only thing that’s getting me through this whole break up stuff. Whatever it’s called. It’s new to me.

I tried, and I cared, and at the end of the day, that’s all that really matters. Now, I’m not too sure where I’ll go from here.